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Cold

by bleary

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I’m really reelin’
I’m filled with feelin’s
I should be gettin’ goin’ but I feel the pillow on my skin as I flip to my side, the left to escape the sun rays, oh is life a gift?
I don’t see a future no more baby
Should see my dogs but I’m way too lazy
I’m tryin to end up on the top I keep sayin but my actions never follow that baby
I don’t know why, I’m just a cold guy,
Like the name of this song.
I ain’t been alright since ’05
And since them days I’ve been a bit crazy
You see before that I wasn’t rappin’
But I was writin’ little rhymes on my napkins
And I did the things that swirl around my brain and are the things that made the self-loathe captain
Now I’m indifferent, but I’m different
Spittin’ raps I always sit in back
Cuz I’m missin’ a mission.

What do I do
To make myself get to you?
To be real every time I do it takes at least 2 pills
I’m not sayin that
To glorify it, that’s way wack,
I’m just sayin that, I do what I have to
And then I lay back
I just wish that I could let it all happen
But these raps lie heavy on that napkin
It’s like my life ain’t cut out for the rappin but I keep goin’ cuz I’ll never get it back even though I’m trapped with no wind at my back and
If they knew it everybody would be laughin’ except my friends
Who had always had my back since way back whennn when I was fake as a muthafukkin chinchilla. I been realla’ than admittin’ to a kin killin’. Just to discover life don’t like you feelin.
I been tryin to get better, to-do THAT I get high and I realize I don’t wanna be alive
It’s alright baby
Let the cards fall we can fall out baby
You never wanted to change I went all out babe I gave all that’s in my heart I guess just ball out, baby I’m fallin’

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released September 9, 2021

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