Life’ll throw you up if you ain’t uptown
But they’ll throw you out if you are
There’s nowhere here that I could call home, but here never has been my style
I got my own soul I got my own lies don’t need your kind words followed by surprises.
The good times are gone and locked away you can’t be mad at me you’re the one that walked away
And I’m so.. I’m so distant and faded and you won’t let me forget it
And all the things held against me you will just never renege it.
I got no cheddar and no promise I said it
I’m no better than the worst and I get it
But that is stuff for me to say to myself and you never get to cuz your crimes are worse and caused all the headaches
You could at least have been reasonable and not make me dread it
When we would finally meet up at someone else’s lil' celebration and they had to hesitate when invitin' both of us I feel like that should make you feel at least a little pathetic
Why don’t you try betrayin' no one?
I know you like drama but this is what I call no fun, and it doesn’t further anyone
Guess I get no love it happens when you give all that you can
Now there’s no buds with me while I’m drinkin the whole can, or smokin the whole bowl baby snortin the whole bag I gave love and never snubbed it cuz it’s all I’ve ever had
I need someone who ain’t always try'na blast me in the back
With their lies and disapprovals man you ain’t my fuckin' dad
We all out stressin'
Don’t learn my lessons
Mine don’t want less than
Dyin' smith Wesson style
I just wanna look into the other side
Now, God, I been runnin from you for a cold minute now.
Sometimes I thought I didn’t want you until I felt you not around.
As the only one that knows me, I can’t really say it’s best to throw me away yet
But the blade that was serrated, ain’t no more
So know if there’s an escape you just show me that door
Life’ll throw you up if you ain’t uptown
But they’ll throw you out if you are
There’s nowhere here that I could call home, but here never has been my style
I got my own soul I got my own lies don’t need your kind words followed by surprises.
The good times are gone and locked away you can’t be mad at me you’re the one that walked away and
I don't need it x4
And you walked away, baby will you tell me why you walked away?
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