[im Fallin’; I cannot see you, I cannot bring you, back beneath the tarp
The place that you once knew
But you just flew away]
And I cannot understand why you’d do it
I had tried so hard, foolish
When you’d just put the knife through it and
in the end i guess it’s all the same
80’s Yo

I wanna go back like we’re in the eighties kick it
No cell phone real simplistic
Before I was born n had gone ballistic
And all of my kinfolk had hit their misses and everybody had just gone their own way but me I stayed the same still lookin for a place for me,
I got the same craves and I’m doin all the same damn things this is me won't change nothing
Life’s a joke and the jokes on me
Except for bones and potpourri
I’m Just tryin to find my way through the bars that restrain but hopefully one day’ll free me

But I don’t ever see that comin for me,
But I can’t really quit, so my stomach will sing, how it misses the food and everything you brought me, but now you disappeared and that is all that I see
So baby don’t leave me in so much anger
Just try to look me back in my face
And try again to tell me you hate me, before you walk away

I’m probably just lookin for somethin I’ll never get
Tryin’a fumble for the exit in the devil’s basement
Can you keep a little secret from the one who’s sposed to win I think the only thing that I am gonna find is punishment
Oo baby
I just try to be true but only end up a fool
And everything that I did, it never really came through
So you just look at me crazy like the fake from my crew
Tried to show me I’m evil and had plenty of proof, you were right,
The whole damn time
You were right.
The whole fuckin time
I can not control the facts of life
But you cannot forget what I said with my weary eyes

2ND VERSE
so I come to baby that’s a new me
I got booze and some new shoes on my two feet
Watch the fool who never sang tunes when you asked me
Sing all about his prollems cuz I got an ocean of em
I just wanna get down again, but I’m a clown to my kin and I’m flounderin’
I’m gettin fuckin played like I am a mandolin
I’m betrayed and I’m called to the stand again
And I’m naked for all who wanna see my shame again.
Once again I wanna show you in but I can’t.
So baby don’t leave me in so much anguish
Just try to look me back in my face
try again to tell me hate me before you walk away

I thought for sure I had shown you my heart
But In the end it just fell apart,
but you can never feel the fall when you’re fallin’ hard
You think no home means no trouble at all
But you’re just gonna stumble and fall, without me there
And that’s what hurts the most
Why do you go, why did you stay
And will you ever know what It’s like to end up this way